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a special kiss, just for you

ok.so right now? i am sitting on the computer. obviously. in raleigh. and im on the phone. its crazy. i know. this is great.

so i guess, i am tired of typing now.

so i think i will go.

just wanted you all to know that i havent forgotten you...at all.

and that i do still check this thing.

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currently? i am sitting in a chair, singing. isn't that loverly? i think im going to loose my voice. it sounds like it. eesh! i sound horrible. what else is horrible? im wearing glasses...and i can see perfect! i was having trouble seeing and i asked my mom if i could borrow her glasses tonight...and they help! omg! this sucks! i dont want glasses. i really dont. sure, i complain about the color of my eye...but now i love them and i dont want them to change. im in a mess! i really am. no voice, or atleast not a good one, and i have to wear glasses to see straight! argh! oh well. and not to mention, im not suppose to be alone this weekend. my friend was suppose to come down this weekend...but guess what? she asked her mom, her mom said no. thats not really the problem here. the problem is is that she got the answer on a thrusday and didnt bother to call me because she was too busy with all of her other friends and the I had to call HER because she was responsible enough to call me. then im clueless and was like, did your mom talk to my grandma? and shes like, umm no...in that tone thats kinda like why would she have? and i was all like, umm....are you coming this weekend?!?! like wth are you thinking?!?!? and shes all like...oh no, my mom said i had to stay to the lake all weekend. and she acted like she couldnt have cared less! UGH! some people. sheesh. i know you all wanted to know, so i told you. but argh!! that makes me mad. but oh well. so i hope that everyone else is doing well...i'll get over it. other than that, nothings new. except for this tall ships thing. its pretty rediculous if you ask me. i mean, everyone is freaking out over a boat! sure it might be big...but still...its a boat none the less. but it'll be fun i guess. im not sure yet if i wanna go or not...maybe i'll want to. i dont know. ok thats all for now...goodbye!  

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ok, for all of you that wanted me to update, here it is! its a few weeks into the summer and i guess it's be alright. i've had to babysit almost every single day and this kid is a handfull! shew. but i love him to death! lol. what else is new? nothing really. im bored out of my mind. im burnt too. really bad. second time i've gotten burnt like this this year. it really hurts. but thats ok. it'll get better. my cousins are down for the weekend...clayton and zack. claytons baseball team was in a tournament and he hasnt really been around. so today it was me and zack. oh, and my parents and one of their friends. it was fun. we went to shack and i guess thats about it. i dont know. sometimes that kid can really bug me, but the sometimes hes completely normal. i dont quite understand why he has such a big problem with having to label people. its crazy! i mean, he called me goth. wow. me. goth. hm. and its like all of my friends are these crazy weird pot heads. UGH! it makes me so mad! i dont know. i mean, he can have his good periods, but most of the time its just negative. and i hate that. i dont like people bringing me down, and well, thats all he and his brother ever do. thats all they ever like to do. it really pisses me off. hopefully they'll get better about that because i dont know how im gonna stand it! anyways, thats all the news i have right now. well, except that i went to hilton head last weekend(fun fun!!! really!) and then i might be going to warped tour with andy and molly in august...my step sis got married, my cousin is getting married in about a month, im really hurting from this sunburn, i want my sour skittles, sammy is coming down on wednesday, im now in a band (YAY!!!!), im making a cd in july, and im starting voice again!!!! yay! mmk. that really is all of it...leave me some comments! i love them and i love you!!!